mouldyCat

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ok so first off, i'm sorry i haven't been around much lately. i had a lot of work, got depressed because of all this shit with my mom (i'm ok now though, no worries), went off my adhd-medication most of the time (which made me forget to even check back here because my mind was involuntarily preoccupied with so many other things) because it makes me lose pretty much all my creativity, which sucks if you want to be an illustrator and all, and then a bit over a week ago i got sick, like i do pretty much every year during november/december for some reason. during last weekend i though it was getting better, so i went back to work on monday, but then later that day it suddenly all went SUPER downhill again. i basically feel like i've been run over by a truck or something. EVERY PART OF MY BODY FREAKIN HURTS ASDFGHJKL and it really doesn't help that i'm hyper sensitive (mostly tactile), so when i lie down i feel every little wrinkle in my pillow. i mostly manage to suppress it during the day and before i started taking adhd meds and a friend started talking to me about it because she has it, too, i didn't even realize i had a condition like that. but now with my complete body hurting from this stupid "cold" or whatever it is i have, it's intensified >9000, which really sucks because all i want to do is lay down in my bed and sleep and not wake up until this shitty feeling is gone...... ;n;

ps. my hair isn't green anymore. it's a weird salmon color now. in other news, my mom is out of the hospital by now of course. it's still a rollercoaster ride, but hopefully it will never get as bad as it was this time.

jfyi, my mother's in the hospital so i might not be around devart much or at all. not sure how long it'll be. ttys hopefully

hello y'all i'm back from sweden/norway! the landscape was amazing. *u*

(much clouds, very wind, wow! more pictures here in case you're interested: www.instagram.com/mouldycat)

i got home very late on tuesday night to find my apartment in a really bad stinky mouldy state (oh, the irony). a week before the vacation started there was a really bad thunderstorm in berlin and the roof above my apartment has holes in it (always had.... just hasn't rained hard enough in a while to be enough water to get into the apartments beneath the attic) aka i had a little stinky dirty waterfall on my walls for a bit. the landlord was supposed to take care of it during my absence, but apparently he didn't sooo now i have mould on my wall - and not even the cute green fluffy kind that i based my online name on, but the nasty-smelling brown inside-and-on-the-walls-kind. it's really disgusting. ._.
then i had about 2 hours of sleep (with all the windows open to survive the smell), after which i went straight to work and what was supposed to be a 5 hours work day turned into something between 8 and 9 hours, including a surprise probation period end talk which i didn't expect to be until next week. so suddenly i got really nervous about maybe getting fired or something..... >____> BUT APPARENTLY I SURVIVED THE PROBATION PERIOD JUST FINE and now i'm officially hired, yay!! it's just 10 hours per week usually, but it's perfect and prevents me from losing my apartment while i try to get established as a part time (for now) illustration freelancer.

so i've been thinking maybe i should re-open commissions sometime these days since i want that to be part of my future career anyways, would anyone be interested? c:
i would sell unicat customs (both true forms or humanoids), icons (working on a new tiny person base, and unicats BECAUSE I MADE A NEW UNICAT ICON BASE OMG but i can't show you right now because it's at home on my desktop computer and i'm currently on my work laptop >u>) and maybe also general pixel dolls on a base of mine (not sure yet if i will use the old blinky doll base or make a new one).
some examples from my previous commission info can be found here: Custom UniCat + Regular Commissions [CLOSED]

in other news, an online friend of mine is making really cute custom pixel icons and is currently in need of money to support her family due to some very bad life circumstances. if you can spare some or $ or € and want a cute new icon, check out her commission info here:
Sad Life so Commissions are OpenI'll offer you my services:

for 300  you can get a non animated 50x50pixel image 
[ for a small animation (3-4 blinks) add 100  more ]
to use for what ever you like as long as you also give credit back, please.
conversions: 100  = $1 USD
(I also accept paypal, just add 50 cents for the fees please. ^w^)
You can tell me how I should customize one of those items:
 
Some Decission Helps:

or one of those bases:


get your unicat or mozy as icon!
look on my examples 
:iconrioyukiix::icongrelly::iconvanitytheechidna:
Examples:
Icons:

i'm off to vacay in sweden/norway for a while, see you all soooon! <3